A-Silent-Siren

This is the message my boyfriend sent me, exactly how he sent it: Remberer a few days ago when you were whining about how your mom is a bitch and your life sucks, then I tried to tell you your life isnt going to get any better by itself and your the only one who can make it better and you got pissed at me for it. It made me start to think about all the things I don't like about you and I decided that I was tired of hearing you talk about how depressing your life is but not wanting to even try to make it better. I get that girls are sensitive and get upset but when every conversation goes to you being upset about something I start to stop car

I'm done. This is the 5th day I haven't talked to Him. I. Give. Up. He's probably off with another girl. I'd say I'm just a toy that can be thrown aside at any time. I am nothing to Him. He doesn't care about me. Never has, never will. I can't believe I fell for someone again!!! How could I have been so stupid?!? How could I let myself down again? His real girlfriend was probably just on vacation so he decided to find another to toy around with. Someone to mess with. And all this bullshit about "I love you" and "I can't explain it, I just feel like we're meant to be." Yeah, okay. It was just for a laugh. I can't take any more of this shit...

There are people... They expect me to be perfect. Well, take one look at my arms and you'll see I'm the exact opposite. Those people, they're my parents. They are my biological parents. You seem they're my great aunt and uncle. They don't really care about me, they just got stuck with me. I'm just glad I don't live with my mother, anymore. I would love to have someone to talk to, so if you're reading this, please message me.